Thats Why

There are clouds in my day and stars in our night.  Without you, this world is so grey, when your around the sky is so bright.
Why do I feel that without you I cant go on, when all you seem to do is let me linger in the dawn.
Did you think I would do this forever? Did I ever say No? No...To you?...Never.
I hear the sounds of the storm and I think to myslef "thats my gut." But on the other hand I know that it was just the fact that your door was always...shut.
Why is it that I am so much better without you in my life, But at the same time, this is all just the slash of a knife.
You hear me say I love you and you have never taken it to heart, but for you, im just one of your mistakes on your long and involved chart.
All I want for now is for you to say your sorry, for all the pain, anger, tears and time...that I wasted, hoping that one day, everything will be fine.
Im sorry this happend, but what you think is never true....
After all of this I have gone through, for you, all I hear is "If You Only Knew"

One Day, I Will Be Okay
and That Is Why, I Must Stay This Way......

  Im Pretty Sure That I Can Not Wait To Come Home And See My Beautiful Kristen

ahh, college life...........

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